It's really a kind of life! sometimes it is just a kind of so tiring, as if teasing you more so because everything seems so slow... well anyways I love it maybe on the other hand, i can read and read and read.

i'm spending my time in working not for a pay but for a requirement, and not for money but for tuition fee, the latter seems forever, though i want to go out with my horizon but i can't do because i don't want to end up like not into the finishing line. ho! so much really.... i was being sent a collection letter, i'm not afraid of it, we had tackle it already in my credit subject, and a lot of process to be done before they can, i don't know.... i don't know what can i do, ...so much really...but i wanna say thanks...

Continue to serve you, continue to love you......

its been so long, still my mind is in you and my heart belongs to you. you have never abandoned me, from my loneliness to my happiness. i'm asking if do really deserve your love, for even though i'm weak and fall so often, you are still pulling me back.

please make me sensitive enough for my words, for my actions, that i may not hurt somebody's feeling. i offer my life to you, and all of this is to give you glory.

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead;Walk beside me, and just be my friend."

~ Albert Camus

hellow.............

An ocean so serene
Of my eyes to adorn
But my mind is meddling
Of your profound complexion

you are the colors of my peacefull dawn
you let me feel I'm not alone
You showered me with all thy blessings
and love me in no return,

You're such a most precious jewel!
no price can level your importance
that once ware, will surpass everything
reflection of thy greatness and love.

Dearest God,

Even sometimes I'm making You sad and hurting You inside still you're always on my side never abandoned me and never tired in calling me. And now in my sorrow and of feeling alone You're the one comforting me with such blessings. I know that this is not the way I can thank You but I'm wishing that You will appreciate it. You're my strength and You my all. Give me the knowledge oh Lord to help Your oppressed people. That I can help in my simple ways, That I may not hurt someone and if there is make theme forgive me. You are the only one who know me inside out and knows all my prayer. GOD thank you and i love you ...